|Rain On the Parade
Rainy Broadway at 7th Street, Los Angeles, November 13th, 1944.
In part, this is the result of seeing depicted a place, which was to become very familiar to me, as it was before I ever saw it. In part, it is seeing depicted an ephemeral moment when all of history reached a particular congruence of individuals and objects, of pavement and walls and window displays, of light and raindrops, of rumbling motors and wafting exhaust fumes and unheard ticking of watches and clocks that moment and click! There it now is, as it no longer quite is, and I see, like a shimmering airborne reflection of the street's shimmering reflection of clouded light, all the thoughts in all those heads under all those wet umbrellas, an ethereal emanation which I know is drawn from my own imagination, but which I sense as being as palpable as those pavements under my feet where I walked in other years, overlaying the concrete sidewalks and polished trolley tracks and burdened stones and bricks of aging walls with my own perceptions, wearing away time as my shoes wore away the pavement, watching the slow tattering of shop awnings and quick sputter of nearly spent neon, the accumulation of grime and its dispersal by other passing storms, and the always vanishing crowd into which I would vanish.
The place is still there, little changed in all but content, like a theatre marquee on which the names are changed again and again, and yet also something more mysterious, like a yellowing page of text the meaning of which changes through annotations and subtle shifts of perception, and by words fading away to reveal other words beneath. All my thoughts are conjured from the past, layer upon layer, blurring like the reflections of dissolving moments that waver in wet streets, and destined to evaporate into the thirsty air of some dry day to come. Like the now nameless photographer who leaned from a window in November of 1944, I make a dim record of a single moment, depict a shade of a fragment, and send it out to become its own fragment. It feels like watching a parade pass and vanish behind a dispersing crowd.