rejectomorph (flying_blind) wrote,

Reset Fifteen, Day Twenty

Awake at a weird (for me) hour again, after sleeping from six o'clock Friday evening until about two o'clock in the morning, then lying awake for an hour or so, wandering through thoughts that seemed important but soon dissolved into nothing. I might have written a dozen things with what I lost to oblivion in the quiet hours of night. I might have focused on just one of those thoughts and turned it into one piece, if I could have focused. But Focus is one of the things that dissolves.

The sun is up now, and the inadequate blinds in the bedroom are letting too much of it in. I should try to sleep again, but the light interferes. It's cold again, too, which doesn't help. It's starting to feel like Thursday and Friday, when I was awake for about 25 hours straight. I don't want that to happen again. A weird sleeping schedule is one thing, but being awake that long is quite horrendous.

Also, five o'clock in the morning is no time to eat dinner. Just take my word for it.

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