February 14th, 2021

caillebotte_man at his window

Reset Seventeen, Day Five

Saturday afternoon brought bright sunlight, an the sunlight brought some birds who brought music to the back yard. It was pleasant to spend a few minutes warmed by the sun and listening to birds singing. The mockingbird was among the visitors, though most of them were small, twittering creatures. I did hear one mourning dove, though I couldn't see it.

A big dinner finished the day, though it was long delayed and I still haven't gotten around to cleaning up the mess. I hope to get that done before I go to sleep, as I hate waking up to a dirty kitchen, but since I didn't take a nap Saturday I might not be able to stay awake long enough. My energy level remains appallingly low.

Everything I try to remember gets more vague. My mind has become a negative pole to my life and pushes it away. Maybe I'll forget I'm me, and think I'm watching this happen to someone else.


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