December 3rd, 2017

caillebotte_man at his window


Oops. I forgot that today was Sunday, probably because I went shopping yesterday. Even a slight disruption to those tatters yet remaining of my once-reliable routine now confuses me. Shakespeare said that it was disturbing twists of fate, which he called strange mutations, that brought aging on, but what I find is that age itself brings its own strange mutations. One of them is that I am suffering more and more discomfort from extremes of temperature, which is why I'm not out in the back yard tonight watching the almost-full moon.

Tonight and tomorrow this year's super moon is on display, it being at that point in the orbal dance when moon and earth are at their closest together. The moon looks quite large and is very white tonight, now looming above the bare oaks and the tops of the pines in a sky from which the clouds have mostly departed. I'd love to go out and watch it for a while, but there aren't enough blankets in the world to make that chilly air tolerable to me. I tried, but the chattering of my teeth broke the nocturnal quiet.

So I must content myself with the costly and thus limited warmth from the furnace, and the stuffy air of the house, and indulge in nostalgia for the lost nights when I gave not a fig for the cold. Mmmm, figs. Now I want figs. Cruel fate! Figless and chilled on a wintry night, deprived of the moon's loveliness by oversensitive nerves! Strange mutations!

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